I usually don’t hate people or things but lately there have been a lot of things that irritate me. One of the many things I hate right now is the weather.
I hate how cold it is in the morning when I ‘m waiting for the bus all by myself. I hate that it’s cold during the day because I’m always shivering. I hate how cold it is at night after I take a shower. I hate how the sun randomly comes out when I’m wearing a big, thick sweater. I hate having to wear thick sweaters because I feel uncomfortable. I hate carrying umbrellas on days you think is going to rain but it doesn’t. Sometimes I even hate rainy days because there is nothing to do and nothing to watch on T.V. I hate that we still have two more months until spring begins.
I also hate Mondays because it’s the beginning of another working and busy week. I hate having to go to sleep early on Sundays to wake up early on Mondays. Heck, I hate sleeping and waking up early every weekday! I hate that I’m always running late in the mornings. I hate how I always forget something because I’m running late. I hate my hair in the mornings because it never cooperates with the style I want therefore I always look like a mess.
Another thing I hate is the fact that I get paid every month. I hate it because I’m always broke. I hate being broke every three weeks. I hate right now because I still have to buy many books for school when all I want is to buy shoes, bags and clothes. I hate talking to my boyfriend for 20 minutes when in reality all I want is to talk with him for hours. I hate that he works because he is always busy. I hate not knowing when I’m going to see him again. I hate waiting until he becomes available. I hate the feeling of being alone. I hate how busy I am. I hate that there is never time to do the things I want to do. Things like, hanging out with my friends, going shopping, or going out to dinner with my boyfriend. I hate that I hate these things. It makes me feel like a 5-year-old having a tantrum. But hey, we all have our moments.
Friday, February 1, 2008
Unexpected Holidays
This year, I was determined to have the best Holiday break ever. I thought I would get a lot of awesome gifts and party on New Years. Unfortunately, things didn’t go as planned. Although I had fun, I wasn’t content at the end of my Holiday break.
My first disappointment occurred on Christmas. Anyone who has a significant other should be able to understand me. I have a boyfriend and us girls, well; we tend to wish for the most romantic thing on Christmas. Before the day, I had everything planned out in my head. My boyfriend would surprisingly come to my house to give me my Christmas gift. I would open the door to reveal myself in my new, sparkly black dress that would have him dumbfounded. As he walked inside, he would give me the tiny, pretty box in his pocket. I would open it and find the most beautiful necklace that from that day, I will wear forever. Then again, this was only my imagination. Christmas came and he didn’t come to my house and he didn’t give me a present. Well he did, but it wasn’t the pretty necklace I wanted. This was disappointing because I really wanted him to give me something thoughtful like every other boyfriend does. It also made me feel a little sad because it made me feel like I wasn’t special to him. That’s why the rest of the week I spent it upset.
I was also upset during the Holiday break because I spent the most boring New Year’s Eve ever. The previous year I had attended a New Year’s party where I danced the night away. This year I stayed at home with my family which wasn’t bad but it just wasn’t a party. I had to eat in order to stay awake. My friends would call me to go to a club but it was just impossible for m parents to let me go. It was so irritating because I was sure they would let me go since I am already 18. Instead, for some weird and unfair reason, they didn’t! It was so upsetting having to ring in the New Year in my bed. I hope that saying “ring in the new year the way you want to end it” isn’t true. If it is then I will be bored in my bed wishing I was out partying for the rest of 2008.
The 2007 Holidays were not what I had expected. I wanted pretty gifts and a good party to be at. Unfortunately it didn’t happen this way. I spent my Holidays being disappointed for expecting way too much from my friends and family. I guess this taught me that sometimes the simplest things can be the best things, even if they are a little disappointing at first.
My first disappointment occurred on Christmas. Anyone who has a significant other should be able to understand me. I have a boyfriend and us girls, well; we tend to wish for the most romantic thing on Christmas. Before the day, I had everything planned out in my head. My boyfriend would surprisingly come to my house to give me my Christmas gift. I would open the door to reveal myself in my new, sparkly black dress that would have him dumbfounded. As he walked inside, he would give me the tiny, pretty box in his pocket. I would open it and find the most beautiful necklace that from that day, I will wear forever. Then again, this was only my imagination. Christmas came and he didn’t come to my house and he didn’t give me a present. Well he did, but it wasn’t the pretty necklace I wanted. This was disappointing because I really wanted him to give me something thoughtful like every other boyfriend does. It also made me feel a little sad because it made me feel like I wasn’t special to him. That’s why the rest of the week I spent it upset.
I was also upset during the Holiday break because I spent the most boring New Year’s Eve ever. The previous year I had attended a New Year’s party where I danced the night away. This year I stayed at home with my family which wasn’t bad but it just wasn’t a party. I had to eat in order to stay awake. My friends would call me to go to a club but it was just impossible for m parents to let me go. It was so irritating because I was sure they would let me go since I am already 18. Instead, for some weird and unfair reason, they didn’t! It was so upsetting having to ring in the New Year in my bed. I hope that saying “ring in the new year the way you want to end it” isn’t true. If it is then I will be bored in my bed wishing I was out partying for the rest of 2008.
The 2007 Holidays were not what I had expected. I wanted pretty gifts and a good party to be at. Unfortunately it didn’t happen this way. I spent my Holidays being disappointed for expecting way too much from my friends and family. I guess this taught me that sometimes the simplest things can be the best things, even if they are a little disappointing at first.
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